The Revelation of Worship

Greetings All,

Tomorrow night or should I say tonight, I will be at the City of Refuge International Church in a town called Prentiss, MS for a Women's Conference. And I am excited, as always anticipating what God will do as he expresses himself through us. All I can think about as I move towards these events is knowing more about Him. He already knows so much about me. I realize that I am living with missing information. I don't know enough about this God I profess to love so much.

Tonight as I was meditating on the events of tomorrow, I found an old entry in a journal I wrote on December 1, 1999. My birthday. It still speaks to me. Its about Him, my Heavenly Father, making things know to me about Him. Here goes...

Making Things Known

There are occasions when I am so filled with the dilemmas of my day that for short periods of time, the wisdom of your presence in my life evades me. I forget that you are there. I struggle with decisions; I avoid them and then I fall into the wicked sin of procrastination.

To make matters worse, God, I later avoid you because I am too guilty to acknowledge the error of my ways. I know this is foolish. And yet, I still do it. At the end, I find myself running back to you scrounging around for words to express my heartfelt stupidity.

Then there you are quietly waiting for the dust of my emotions to settle so you can speak to me. The remarkable thing is that you do. When I seek you, You ALWAYS speak to me. Each time I find myself amazed with the depth of wisdom that comes from your eternal infinite knowledge.

God you are omniscient. You really do know everything about everything. Your perspective is from the end to the beginning and you already know the solution to my dilemma.
In your presence, there is wisdom and understanding and you are ever willing to share and impart it to me. In your path is light. With you, I can see. I know. I understand. I get it. By spending time with you wisdom comes and truth is revealed.

Dear God,
Thank you for revealing truth to me at the moment I choose to seek it. Today I will seek your wisdom. I will expect answers as questions come. I anticipate understanding as issues arise. I believe that you are revealing your plan to me and are directing my path today.

And the Spirit of the Lord shall rest upon him, the spirit of wisdom and understanding, the spirit of counsel and might, the spirit of knowledge and of the fear of the Lord.
Isaiah 11:2

May your day be fill with more of Him!

Be blessed! Stella